In The End

Well well...look at what we got here....izzit amazing or just another thing that been goin on a yearly basis....its 31 december 2009.....another 365 1/4 days ,52 weeks,dunno how many hours how many has already passed by...its not a bad thing either though....think about it...every year we try 2 get our own dream to come true...hoping someday it might come someday in 1 of the days the new year coming ahead...seriously is that why we r celebrating new year during the eve where we wish it will come true...i dont think so...celebrating new year on the eve makes me kinda sad though...why sad n not happy about it...coz what i was hoping to hav this year to happen wasnt a success and needed to bring forward to next year hoping it will come true n i might have a new dream for a new new year....something came out from what i least expected n not really happy about it...im not complaining im here just to voice out what in my mind that hard to be explain by words from the mouth.

anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR and may all u guys n gals out there all the best n may a dreams n wishes come true ASAP...

hello everyone

Its been a tough year now...new jobs equals new life , new things , new environment , new stress , new thinking, new survival tactic....whats new left? tat all i can think of now...hav you guys travel alot...which meant was tons of it.....its like non-stop disco music which never ends....imagine driving from new cd on starting journey can repeat 2x (twice) on the same day itself....starting to get tired now...not even long i started this job yet its like already working years of it....my emotion change alot...try to cover once a problem with some sacrifice but still story came out...HELP..!!!!! i mean for real...its the situation causes the problem or is juz me?some times juz can lay back abit without any worries...no it wont....the mind keep on thinking thinking thinking untill sometimes cant even sleep...ya laying on the bed but not sleep,watching the time,play games,hear musical sound or even beach sound....want to stay awake the body falls asleep.....

Boring

Really tired working day n night...not much of time to do some thing on my own.maybe i should find some resort or some thing like on the beach or some hotel middle of the city but way up in the sky with the least noisy i can get n a wonder full view of the city.....so that i could relax a bit...to do things that i wanted to do...just surfing the internet but duno what to surf on the internet cant even think of even 1 thing to surf on right now..listen to smooth songs while having a red wine by the side with a glass of wine on my hand whle smoking a CUBA cigar (coz havent try this before in my life yet) ..n at maybe can go to pubs or disco or what-so-ever, i could party all night long without any worries on tomorrow whats going or should i say PARTY LIKE THERE"S NO TOMORROW...sorry guys but i'm dont do drugs or look alike drug.... isnt that great by just thinking of it make me wanna sleep and just start of with that dream...

what come's to the idea of relaxing in the hotel is that i currently working on a new hotel where-by there's room that is quite nice with the veiw of the city....i'll get the picture on my low-ya hp camera...pls forgive if the picture is not that clear....i'll see i cant updated the photos by tomorrow

Human

people maybe strange in this world..u cant predict people behavior....some maybe can tell by the way s/he looks..n u will know how good s/he is...whether s/he is worth for u to get know to to or maybe have s/he until d end of our life..if u have such luck then it will be wonderful life ahead...but what about those who aint so lucky...the s/he looks tells u that 'if u be with me,u'll have a happy life n u will have nothing to worry about...'....n u start to be with them....at first u'll ne like a prince or a princess...dinner,movie,travel....help u what,when,where r wanted s/he to be.....the after some time when u get used to it then s/he will get they wanted from u...
1) if is a she, maybe get all ur money,property,or even ur reputation gone like the wind....if u r that strong u may need worry...but if r just a average rich man who still need to earn more money to keep up ur richness???
2)if is a he,maybe ur money,propety,reputation among ur peers,ur family ur kids....if u r young u may also lost ur viginity for a bastard like that??what will family think...do u think all people does not care n only he cares about u alot ,think u the most of the time when ur family members,friends...?please be more MATURE....
think twice my FRIENDS....THINK TWICE BE FOR U REGRET UR WHOLE LIFE

bad luck

what a week i had this week....on Tuesday it was a fine day...when to work as usual...the all of a sudden i feel uncomfortable just after lunch...i thought it was just the food i had...so i din bother abt it...then around 4pm..it became worse...i was so dizzy until i cant even stand...i had to lay down on the floor on my company customer floor...how embarrassing i was with all ppl look n asking....all this while i look tough showing no weakness at all....yet all became.....i thought i everyone has bad days...so after a while i had to pack up n leave for dr....n i have to drive there all by myself...even worse when rest d clinic....it was close for dinner until 7pm...n i reach there around 5.45 or so...what to do....not going to wait there for 1hrs 15 in front of the clinic???? y dun i just go back home home return at 7pm....???that just wat i did....<1hr>...the dr at last give a medical leave for 1 day...the dr thought of not giving me a mc....i did what i can to get some rest that i needed...so there i got my mc when out for my partime....not a very had work....so i still can stand for few hrs...

the next day i had my rest...."rest but being or to do some house work.....n u called that a rest...???"...anyway i did it.....

then the next getting a bit better i went to work....reached customer place around 10++am...just about to start work...i fell from the ladder that i brought from my company....it was a multi position ladder where u can change to any position that fits ur working place...i made a 'A' position as it was quite high...the joint of the ladder just collapse i just fall like bird just being shoot down...lucky i was able to balance back a bit so that my feet should land before my body..if not...i think i might be in the hospital by now....n the time it happen was just before 11am...i had to call for help...my leg muscle were stiff...i even walk right...so my coll took me to the dr...the dr said i was lucky i hurt my back bone if not i'll be in total mess...he gave me 2 day mc....tough week for a tough job with a tough life like this...