In The End

Well well...look at what we got here....izzit amazing or just another thing that been goin on a yearly basis....its 31 december 2009.....another 365 1/4 days ,52 weeks,dunno how many hours how many has already passed by...its not a bad thing either though....think about it...every year we try 2 get our own dream to come true...hoping someday it might come someday in 1 of the days the new year coming ahead...seriously is that why we r celebrating new year during the eve where we wish it will come true...i dont think so...celebrating new year on the eve makes me kinda sad though...why sad n not happy about it...coz what i was hoping to hav this year to happen wasnt a success and needed to bring forward to next year hoping it will come true n i might have a new dream for a new new year....something came out from what i least expected n not really happy about it...im not complaining im here just to voice out what in my mind that hard to be explain by words from the mouth.

anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR and may all u guys n gals out there all the best n may a dreams n wishes come true ASAP...

hello everyone

Its been a tough year now...new jobs equals new life , new things , new environment , new stress , new thinking, new survival tactic....whats new left? tat all i can think of now...hav you guys travel alot...which meant was tons of it.....its like non-stop disco music which never ends....imagine driving from new cd on starting journey can repeat 2x (twice) on the same day itself....starting to get tired now...not even long i started this job yet its like already working years of it....my emotion change alot...try to cover once a problem with some sacrifice but still story came out...HELP..!!!!! i mean for real...its the situation causes the problem or is juz me?some times juz can lay back abit without any worries...no it wont....the mind keep on thinking thinking thinking untill sometimes cant even sleep...ya laying on the bed but not sleep,watching the time,play games,hear musical sound or even beach sound....want to stay awake the body falls asleep.....